live in fear

There used to be a row of wishing bracelets that were held up in front of her eyes for her to make a wish, but she didn't believe it... If God could give her another chance, she would definitely not just say "I want to live" easily, a great chance to survive It has become a survival system, a life experience once a month, if she comes out alive, she can live safely for another month, and if she dies, she will be wiped out on the spot. When will she accumulate enough points to let herself die with peace of mind?Nima, she just wants to be cured, and she doesn't want to go to the movies to die~~o(>_