[Comprehensive British and American] 818 My irresponsible ex-husband

Looking back on my life, I have had huge questions about my marriage.Once I thought I was a pedophile in love with my husband.It was only at the end that I realized that my husband was an old man who was n years older than me.I have been conscientiously serving as the strong backing of superheroes.I can't even afford to raise a child to deal with them and the buildings that the evil forces have destroyed.Even after her husband passed away unexpectedly, she suppressed the pain in her heart to deal with logistical matters.Until one day I met my husband who "resurrected from the dead"...wtf!Husband, tell me, why do you want to destroy the world? ! cp is base god, please take care of me